T a L a K a T a

Me

2006-08-28T10:09:00.000-07:00

I shall fuel your desires
come to me
you'll clench and gasp and drown
yielding in my suffocating scent
trampling within the bounderies of mine

I shall heal your subconscious
stay with me
in betrayed pain
you'll touch and caress and bleed
addicted to the sweetness of my animosity

All but overwhelming satisfaction
kneel for me
you'll feel and numbed and rejoice
in a horrendous disgusting liberation
of senses opened to infinity
Of Me

Unrealism

2006-08-26T07:28:00.000-07:00

And then there's nothing
I saw blackness darker than black
It was a vision so clear
Untainted and elucid
breathing a'fore me

And then it was gone
I saw it move before, but it was drawn away
it was like it has my skin on it
graceful and fluid
it enveloped me
with every motion so intimate with the last

And then I lost it
Like everything I saw
It was

darkness

2006-08-22T10:53:00.001-07:00

darkness is said to be innate
as intuition is
an anxiety that stiffens the base of your spine
in a screen of emotion
detached
untouched
unnamed

if you sense something dark
you dont see it
you feel it
dont explain it
just act on it
bare of analogies but pedagogical in nature
liquid but vaporizes in solid vivid motionless smoke

a curtain of swaying nothingness
gripping
suffocating
real but dark

2005-12-22T22:20:00.000-08:00

heat

2005-02-12T04:27:00.000-08:00

air is warmer under the blazing light
and under the blazing had i set eyes on you
then warmer..everything began

still under the same scorching light, ive observed you
squirming but gracefully so
creation of an enveloping misty vapor
warmer still again

albeit, the heat boils...pricks and burns
yet in an intense pain ive protected you
enkindling a sublimal agony as it sets coruscating numbness
until ive held all paroxies god
concealed and cramped to a pitless and incensed unknown

6 katuig

2005-02-07T01:34:00.000-08:00

plangga ko sya
kag may natabo...nga di ko na na matipon ang tanan
kun ngaa plangga ko sya kag naga hibi ako
plangga ko sya pero nabudlayan ako
sya lang galing iban ang upod ko

permi lang nga dapat iya and tanan
rason nga guin rehas ya ako
pag desisyon sg pagkatawo ko
iya ang kahibalo sg kamatuoran sa palibot ko

pero mas dako ang kasakit sa likod sg pagpriso
nabatyagan ko
kaupod sg paghigugma ko
nagalukob ang kaitomon sg nagakunsumar nga pag-iya iya
wala ya ako napaginhawa
hasta sa pagplangga na lang ang nabilin

pagplangga ..... wala tawo pero puno sg pag plangga

(teh, anhon ko ine?!!!) ?

pasakit

2005-01-26T15:49:00.000-08:00

all i wanted to do was to make you realize the depth of pain
the sore of cut
the ache so deafening that a gamut intensifies as it comes nearer but grows intangible as the air itself

make you feel the same gnawing eternity that consumes me

keeping you near but peering at you at a distance

not wanting to have anything to do with you

yet, with an anguish so intermittent, can not live without you. . .

UnderNeath...

2005-01-21T13:45:00.000-08:00

rivers tracing down a huge highway on her cheeks has been a necessity for what 5? 6 months???
its a need to carefully place an ebbing dust to a spiteful reality...
there she controls everything...even nothingness... even if she gracefully stumble, all there is to do is to hit rewind...that she can do it in a more fluid if not enticing way...
if you come to observe her closer, the shadows under her eyes speaks that she'd never dreamt of something she never had...always in a non tiring manner would she try to hold on to the covenant of that retrocession...to linger on what ifs..with those that she had once...even if it gives her the same scenes over and over... an unendless undebilitating crux of a promise..that kept her coming back...
she was an ardent melancholic hopeless and sadist in each and everyway...trying to relive the moment that most lacerated her whole being before finally settling in her glorious torpidity...
that she had soooo adoringly done day after day...

tbc...